Focusing on now. This season of life. Finding it very difficult not to look back and compare. Memories pop up. And they are a constant reminder of where I was. I stop and think why is it so hard this time around. Then I realize he is not finished with me yet. So much more to learn. So much more to grow. And so much more to be thankful for. He wants me to live in this moment not the past.
So why is it so hard this time around? Because of me. Because I am in the way of my progress. I will allow myself to feel the feels and grow through when I’m going through. But find peace instead of disappointment. I have decide to focus on now. To live today fully. And to stop looking back and questioning. This is my opportunity to truly learn to love myself. Just as he loves me.
So if you were struggling today, take time to focus on this moment. The Ups and downs are for growth. Learning through them. And definitely growing through them.
I am here for the now. Focusing on my health and not looking back. One day at a time. Are you ready to focus on today and not the past?
Always remember…
You are amazing, beautiful, Loved, enough and Flippin phenomenal!
Xoxo
Jaime
