Growing through what I am going through. I am tired of beating myself up over the weight I have gained back. Comparing my journey to others. Obsessing over the “box”. Not truly embracing the growing through what I am going through. It’s time to look in the mirror and love who I am NOW. Yes I have gained. Yes I feel defeated. Yes I feel like I have let others down. But that’s not how my story ends. It does not end in defeat. It’s only just begun. So this is my next chapter. Soaking in growth. Learning all the things. Digging deep and finding me. Again. Not the smallest me. The best me.
Over the past year I have seen how complacency can get in the way of my goals. I have seen my consistency decline. I have watched myself fall into old habits. Allowing outside distractions to derail me. Giving every excuse instead of owning that I have to do this thing. It’s no ones fault but mine. I am capable of hard things. I can not continue to blame anything or anyone other than myself. This is me. I can. I will. Take back my health. Growing through what I am going through. Taking one day at a time. Finding joy in every circumstance. Loving the process. Finally soaking in what I should have grasped all along.
I am…
I am sharing here. My next chapter. Updates. Emotions. Life. Ups. Downs. All. the. Things. I hope you will follow along. Thank you for following my story as it unfolds. Good. Bad. Ugly. BEAUTIFUL. Will you join me. Loving your journey too?
Always remember my friend,
