Today’s feels hit a lil different . Today is Mother’s Day. A day to celebrate moms. As we celebrate I realize that some beautiful woman struggle today. Struggling with becoming a mom. Being a mom. The grief of loss. Trying to adopt. Fostering Little’s. I know the feeling of losing a baby. But I have never felt the indescribable feeling of not being able to have a baby. That feeling of hopelessness. Today I feel a pull on my heart to acknowledge the wanting to be moms. Have seen the sadness in its raw from watching my baby girl go through this.
It hurts deep. I want to fix this but I can’t. All I can do is pray. Believing God has a bigger and more beautiful story for my girl and Jacob. Wrapping my head around all thus is surreal. Every announcement of a new pregnancy I can’t help but feel sad. Sad for my girl. Sad for others who so desperately want to be a mommy. Just know that you are loved. That I pray for you. My baby girl. I will always feel the pain for you. Wanting to take it away. Knowing and believing He has got you in the palm of his hand.
Don’t lose hope. But feel the feels. Knowing one day your dream of being a mommy is real. Seeing you experience this, struggle, hurt, and disappointment pulls on my heart strings. Just know. I will always be here for you. To comfort you. Guide you. Pray for you. And stand with YOU. I see you baby girl! And I love you so stinkin much!
